I want to go home, where I can relax and have a nice sleep, where I don't need to worry about people don't like me. 

I have forgotten the feeling of being at home for a long time. I hope I can still find it some day in the future.

 

近来感觉无聊，在新浪上做了一个测试，发现说得很准 :P

C、第三人格

　　与平日反差度：90

　　在你心里，大多数人都是不能够信任和依赖的，包括自己身边的一些朋友，你觉得真正能让你完全信任和放松对待的只有自己。因此你总是有着其他任何人都无法看到的一面，这一面性格只有当你独自一人时才会展现出来。这样的你总是会害怕被人看出你内心的某些软弱和缺点，尽力维持在他人面前好的一面。即使你在人前有着不同的性格表现，但是却不会展露自己内心的第三面，或许一个能让你真心去爱的人，才有可能成为除了你自己以外唯一看到你这一面的人。

I should have known all along,there was something wrong
I just never read between the lines
Then I woke up one day and found you on your way
Leaving nothing but my heart behind

What can I do to make it up to you
Promises don't come easy
But tell me if there's a way to bring you back home to stay
Well I'd promises anything to you

I've been walkin' around with my head hanging down
Wondrin' what I'm gonna do
'Cause when you walked out that door,
I knew I needed you more
Than to take a chance on losing you

What can I do to make it up to you
Promises don't come easy
You know I've made up my mind to make it work this time
That's the promise that I give to you
You never thought I loved you
I guess you never thought I cared
I was just too proud to say it out loud
Now I know, to let my feelings go (so tell me)

What can I do to make it up to you
Promises don't come easy
You know I've made up my mind to make it work this time
That's the promise I can give to you
What can I do to make it up to you

 

今天和猴子聊天，她说梦见我变瘦了，还说梦见我不搞学术了，去创业了。。。

可惜梦总是反的，我变胖了，而且深知自己不是创业的料，估计要搞一辈子学术。

猴子还说梦到我的长头发，我也打算回国就去剪的短短的。

过两天画一幅画，来纪念一下留长头发最后的日子

So happy that things are settled.

虽然双方都不是很满意，都做出让步，但是结果不错:)

下面就是要干该干的事情了！